Make it Work

This can only be as good as we both make it
Guess sometimes its gonna hurt (yes sometimes its gonna hurt)
We can be as happy as we want to be ...
But we gotta make it work
We gotta make it work...

it's always nice to be around people you haven't been in a long time. it brings you back to that place where you feel happy.....

only time will tell

Couldn't concentrate today at work. so much work to do but had no desire to do it. i just kept thinking about the words... "they found tumors.." a friend of mine's son may have cancer. so sad to think he's just 1 yrs old. how unfair is that. what did he do to deserve such a thing. his whole life ahead of him. dreams, playfulness everything. he hasn't even learned how to walk yet and he would have to face a disease that has taken the best of grown men and women. he can't even express how he feels.. i hate to even think about it. the only hope is that children his age w/ this type have a good percentage of making it. but it's still hard to see. to see a child go through something so grown up. to have to explain one day to him what happened. hoping that he wouldn't remember the pain and the sickness. i'm so upset and can't even deal with the thought of this little baby suffering. only time can tell. so i pray for his health, for his family, for his mom. that she have the strength to get through this and be strong for him. but still know it's okay to be weak and vulnerable for her little baby. so i send my prayers and hopeful thoughts out to
Baby Brian.