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sometimes i really think that god test me on purpose. how can one person have so much going on & its rarely good. lately I try and give off positive energy. i reallly really do i swear. i'm doing this new mediating thing. where i "just be" for 10 minutes 3 times a day. do nothing. go somewhere quiet and concentrate on my breathing. it's really hard for me and i think that worries me more. I'm also saying a mantra, everyday i say "today will be a great day" over and over. bc i'm trying to keep positive energy around me. but damn really can i get a break. its always something after another.

found out my niece has swine flu. whats worse is that there's nothing we can do about it. we can't see her bc we run risk of infection. and we're not on the best of terms w/ her mom so lord knows how she's dealing with it bc both her kids have it. so please anyone reading. send out a prayer for my niece and her baby sis. no child deserves to be sick.


...today will be a great day...today will be a great day.....send your positive thoughts my way....lord knows i need it!!

Empire State of Mind II

So when I first saw the title I rolled my eyes i'll admit.....c'mon I love alicia but damn the radio kills any song right?! But because of I love Alicia I had to take a listen. Its live so I'm sure on her album it will be different. Can't wait for her album.
Enjoy.