Hi Ya'll update shupdate. Here we go:
Dad's cousin past away. He was really sick w/ diabetes and didn't have the bottom half of his body because of the disease. I definately know he's in a better place but still none the less I can't help but be sad. I remember all the summers I went to PR when i was younger to stay with my grandparents. Dujardin would sit on the porch w/ my grandfather and just tell me stories about them growing up and about the crazy people that live in town. It was those times I remember learning so much about my family tree and all the people that I would never get to meet. It was so fascinating as I think back. To have people able to tell me their story and story of others from before i was even thought of. He was a good man. Always smiling. I'm glad that he's not suffering anymore and that his wife can now be free of taking care of him 24-7. I know she's going to be sad but she'll have peace that he's better soon enough.
My uncle just found out that he has cancer in his thyroids. I'm telling you- cancer is a horrible disease that has taken so many people in my life. I damn Cancer!!! I feel horrible bc he's young and my cousins have to go through the fear of possibly have a very sick dad while they wait for surgery. I'm praying up a storm that they can get it all out. They find out next month if it has spread. To think the only reason he went ot the doctor for a check up was bc one day he was just sitting around laughing hard at a joke (he's always laughing) and he passed out. He joked that it was bc he laughed so hard but then he decided to go to the doctor. Sure enough he had a small seizure and then they ran all the kinds of test. In a matter of days it seemed that all this happened. I just hope that we can all get through it. as they say one day at a time. what makes it even worse is that he recently lost his job and has been on unemployment. My aunt was getting annoyed with him always following her around even when she went to the bathroom. So now she of course feels horrible for even complaining a little. I hope that she can forgive herself.
Adam's mom is real sick too. She also has diabetes and is on dialysis now. She's a mess. She's dealing with all the drama about losing his sisters and now she gets sick. She's a touch cookie but she's not the smartest. Making dumb decisions and not knowing her priorities in her life. Adam of course is not the best in dealing with things like this. No sight no mind kind of attitutude. So I have the job of not only comforting him but having to remind him how serious it all is. ayiyiyi...patience and strength that's all i ask for sometimes.
So today I'm just trying to appreciate all the small things in life and not get stressed out by the stupid things. Life brings you lots of surprise. Mostly good but some do hit you over the head and knock you down. I'm just trusting that God can get me through everything as he has done so many times before.
Request: Say a prayer tonight for me and my fam.
Dad's cousin past away. He was really sick w/ diabetes and didn't have the bottom half of his body because of the disease. I definately know he's in a better place but still none the less I can't help but be sad. I remember all the summers I went to PR when i was younger to stay with my grandparents. Dujardin would sit on the porch w/ my grandfather and just tell me stories about them growing up and about the crazy people that live in town. It was those times I remember learning so much about my family tree and all the people that I would never get to meet. It was so fascinating as I think back. To have people able to tell me their story and story of others from before i was even thought of. He was a good man. Always smiling. I'm glad that he's not suffering anymore and that his wife can now be free of taking care of him 24-7. I know she's going to be sad but she'll have peace that he's better soon enough.
My uncle just found out that he has cancer in his thyroids. I'm telling you- cancer is a horrible disease that has taken so many people in my life. I damn Cancer!!! I feel horrible bc he's young and my cousins have to go through the fear of possibly have a very sick dad while they wait for surgery. I'm praying up a storm that they can get it all out. They find out next month if it has spread. To think the only reason he went ot the doctor for a check up was bc one day he was just sitting around laughing hard at a joke (he's always laughing) and he passed out. He joked that it was bc he laughed so hard but then he decided to go to the doctor. Sure enough he had a small seizure and then they ran all the kinds of test. In a matter of days it seemed that all this happened. I just hope that we can all get through it. as they say one day at a time. what makes it even worse is that he recently lost his job and has been on unemployment. My aunt was getting annoyed with him always following her around even when she went to the bathroom. So now she of course feels horrible for even complaining a little. I hope that she can forgive herself.
Adam's mom is real sick too. She also has diabetes and is on dialysis now. She's a mess. She's dealing with all the drama about losing his sisters and now she gets sick. She's a touch cookie but she's not the smartest. Making dumb decisions and not knowing her priorities in her life. Adam of course is not the best in dealing with things like this. No sight no mind kind of attitutude. So I have the job of not only comforting him but having to remind him how serious it all is. ayiyiyi...patience and strength that's all i ask for sometimes.
So today I'm just trying to appreciate all the small things in life and not get stressed out by the stupid things. Life brings you lots of surprise. Mostly good but some do hit you over the head and knock you down. I'm just trusting that God can get me through everything as he has done so many times before.
Request: Say a prayer tonight for me and my fam.
u are in my prayers..:)
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